It's been an emotionally trying week for me. Usually these weeks kind of build up until I sit back and look back on all the things that occurred, but this week began just as emotional as the middle of the week.
It's like the Universe looked at me and said "HEY HEY HEY! Here's a lot of stress and emotion that will build and build but it's going to start RIGHT THIS SECOND and you won't be able to react appropriately or even be able to process it until Thursday, maybe even Friday. Oh, and then here's another thing to think about. Wait wait, here's one more bit of news and HANG ON! Here's something else ENTIRELY!"
Screw you, Universe. I'll handle this the way I want and within the appropriate time I want to handle it. You can throw things my way, but damnit! I'm going to take control of the situation.
And you know what? If I want to break down and cry a few times, then I'm allowed. If I want to scream and throw things for a few minutes, I'm entitled. And then when I want to calmly speak about everything, I'll do that too.
I've done all three in the past four days. In fact, I did all three on Monday.
Anyone else have those weeks where every emotion comes into play and takes over your life?
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